Some days you feel like you have been outmaneuvered by your closest allies. This is just part of human nature. It is the way people test their own competence. In a way, it is a great way of gaining perspective. It is a way of testing reality. Like children we find it necessary to learn from our personal experience rather than the advice of experienced people. After all, advice is abundantly available. Perhaps it is better to blaze your own trail.
You feel a bit on edge as Mars in Leo is extremely active. It does improve your drive which is beneficial if you are having a defined goal. Also, you are slipping back into an analytical phase with Saturn retrograde in Virgo. This period of reevaluation will be important for moving ahead in the future.
This would be a good time to make some aesthetic improvements. Move the furniture around or whatever will give you a fresh outlook. You have been stuck in a very boring place for a while and you must take the initiative to pull yourself out of this funk. Go out of your way for some quality entertainment. Go for anything that will uplift your spirits. You will soon turn the corner and arrive to a much cheerier point of view.