Several tensions emerge and subside in almost the same breath. It appears that many of the aspects show opposition and conflict. When we are opposed we tend to run away from the problem. When we experience conflict we want to fight. Both of these perspectives are operating simultaneously. Good thing you are well balanced or you might actually think that you are losing you mind. This is a time when illusions must be differentiated from reality.
Illusions have a way of becoming delusions. But with the proper foundation they can be transformed into the constructive building blocks of a secure future. Neptune is the planet of illusion or Maya. By experiencing these illusions and applying it to reality we learn to know what will stand up to the test of time. We learn what is real.
We are guided by our experiences and our perception of them.
So we have our unique experiences, neither good or bad, but our experiences. Everything is good and bad at the same time. Good for some things and bad for some things. In other words, for every advantage is a disadvantage. This is where the illusion comes in. We often think that what we want will bring us only positive results but everything is good and bad at the same time. It is a double edged sword.
Be happy with where you are now. Live your life on a daily basis. You have today to make a difference.