Do try hard to pull yourself out of that state of self flagellation. This really doesn’t serve your purpose. You have one friend and one enemy and that is you. It’s easy to reproach yourself about “should of”, “could of” and “if only” but it won’t help you move ahead to a happier and freer state of mind. Accept yourself completely and move on.
The week promises more surprises on the public scene. Keep your eyes open for opportunities that may suddenly appear. Spontaneity is well prepared. No one will be interested in your list of excuses. Say “yes” to offers that are appealing. Old friends emerge during the next month so try to be congenial even if your schedule seems rather tight and inflexible.
You will feel strong and energetic physically, but be careful as you may be more fragile than you think. Don’t oversubscribe to social events and make sure that you arrange some personal time for relaxation. Many people are very tense and could become antagonistic if they feel that you are not hearing them. Even if you are hearing them you don’t have to reinforce their anxieties. Steer clear of them until they develop a calmer and more confident attitude.