You are tired of always trying to get out in front of every situation. Let it come to you and trust your instincts. This way you don’t exhaust your resource of energy. You will build up more stamina and feel a sense of security knowing that you can depend on yourself.
Start to clear away clutter and work on organizing your living quarters. Go for minimalism. We have a lot more stuff than we really need. Learn to detach yourself from unnecessary material goods. Of course, don’t throw out everything but lighten up.
As you put things in order, you will begin to see new doors opening. Opportunities that have escaped your grasp will suddenly pursue you. Hopefully, this is a good thing. Be careful of what you wish for, you may actually get it.
You will have numerous opportunities to join other people socially. Don’t pass them up as they may be the key to some new experiences. Open up and let people see who you really are. By now, you should know who you are and what you want. You have had a number of months recently to explore your inner workings. Reach out.