Just when you think you have found the source of your problem, you find that it is a lot more complicated than you thought. When it comes to honing in on the origin of the problem, you find that there is never one cause, but many causes. It is practically impossible to trace it back to any one event. There are many causes for one effect, and many effects from one cause. Unfortunately, single causes and effects are difficult to isolate.
Overall, things are going well but you are still confused. You sense that people are trying to “plug in”. I suppose that in society that “plugging in” is the common drive. But what do people want to plug into? Really the only thing that will advance your purpose is to plug into higher influences. It is that kind of plugging in that gives you a clear view of the greater purpose of life. It will be sustainable and create a greater self-confidence and fortitude.
Keep the momentum going, you will soon get your due.