It’s like the weather in Vermont…if you don’t like it, wait 5 minutes and it will change. Your everyday experiences are changing on a moment to moment basis and your feelings about your situation are changing just as frequently. This may seem unnerving to you but it will change. Your nerves have been rattled for several weeks now and it has taken a toll on your energy level.
You are enterprising and have a lot of projects on the fire. However, you feel pressured and would like to slow down. Put a few things on the back burner to make room for periods of contemplation. You can set your own schedule if you really want to.
You are very organized but it seems that you are expected to organize everyone else’s life too. Don’t fall into that trap. Let others do their share. If you keep picking up the slack for the others, you are actually harming them. You must allow the others to come 50% of the way.
Lighter times are ahead of you. You take things too seriously, especially yourself. Life is no different now than it was thousands of years ago. Create your own panacea. Direct your own environment without trying to control the others. Real power means power over yourself.