You may be feeling like you are not getting the kind of support that you expect. But, there is a definite shift in favor of your thinking. Be patient and you will get what you have honestly worked for. You may be doubting yourself, however, you must take a leap of faith. You must know that things will work out.
You are undergoing many major changes in personality and this takes years to assimilate. You are aware of the conflicts that this creates and you are making the necessary adjustments that will allow you to grow emotionally and spiritually. This process can be uncomfortable at best and requires your continued drive. This process is never really over but will elevate you to a new level of understanding which is a great reward in itself.
You have a growing cast of admirers. This is not as important as the need for positive reinforcement. When people see you succeeding, they want to know how you do it. Their admiration is based on something that they can actually see.
All of us want to realize ourselves. This can be done through directing our attention and through our ability to accept setbacks that always occur in the scope of life experiences. It is your skill at keeping your boat righted through all kinds of storms in the vast sea of the unconscious that sets you apart from the rest.